To my Ammu - To my love

To My Ammu-

Hi Sweet I don’t know what do I say, should I become a great writer or the king who dedicated one of the most fabulous monuments to his love. Although she was his thirteenth number ,which people and world perceive it as a bad number to hold on? Thanks to that great mogul king who enjoyed that number more than any other. I m not shekhspear to talk about love neither I m Romeo to die for his love, I m a normal man, who gets up when world is already half the way to sleep. Which has become a routine to most of us who live in this concrete forest?

I m not sure will I able to do what a great mogul emperor did for his love, neither I m sure of
becoming a twenty first century Romeo. But one thing I was sure of when I was small I always felt that love is everywhere, as I grew I felt what I thought once was wrong. I found people doesn’t love each other anymore, I was just like a small kid in a romantic bar. A kid who born in a place where people recognize everyone by name not by their employee ID or SAP Id, I m sure of one day that If our kid has propose some cheeky and beautiful girl I wouldn’t wonder if his father in law asks him what is your EUID number?? Lets keep these things apart, I m not here to comment on what future holds for our kids, but one thing I can do is to wish them all the luck!!

With all these confusion in my mind I walked all alone in a place where I always felt I m an alien, people with their brand consciousness. Anything you wear even though you have bought that in Shivajinagar or Market, they will surely ask you which brand is this? I call them brandophobia people who are not sure of enjoying anything apart from their brands. I still don’t know why you loved me and love me so much, I wonder is that because I m not a brandophobia person or because of my ultimate great singing skill. Which makes you smile sometimes or my naughty little jokes ( Rajni Kant) which sometimes don’t have a subject at all? I wonder sometimes how life would have been if you were to be not in my life, I wonder why almighty took such a long time. I wonder how fabulous it would have been if I were to meet you little earlier, I wonder will I able to keep you smiling all the time. There are many more questions which I don’t have any answer, having said I would definitely not dig my own grave and dwell on past.

I never thought I would love you so much that I would give up everything and just love you. I know there are certain times I hurt you and almost all the time I feel Vijay Mallay’s different shaped bottles play a major role. But don’t worry I will ask my sons to keep him happy….’

Baby there are many things I want to tell you, I know I m little stubborn. Idiotic, stupid and that lovely Kannada word which describes me completely Kalla nan magane and the way you call me Sinchu ( when you feel and call me it sounds amazing) don’t ever stop doing these little things. I feel these small things keeps our life saulty and spicy, baby I just want to say I love you lots and I want to live with you.. There may be some of the difficulties in our life but we should never reduce the amount of love we pour, so whenever we have difficult time let’s make sure we pour more love in it so that we can move on with new challenges. I suppose you are already bugged with my useless psychology which always has a psycho in it, please stop saying don’t call me back to back. Once we are married when we fight then we can sleep back to back….. baby I don’t know how important I m to you, but you are very important to me. I will try honey to give all that’s possible, seems to be an old dialogue from a bollywood movie isn’t it. This is what all the lovers say to their love so I don’t want to stop doing that because its important dialogue in their spicy conversation. Once the hero says this he gets a nice little kiss on his cheeks in front of audience and don’t ask me what he gets behind the screen probably Kamal Hassan might answer this for you.. "From the time you have come to life, you have become my life", my life as completely changed can you imagine me taking bath in Saturdays and Sundays well it’s like Vincy laughing like me or your mum reading BBC news..

I thought of writing some more things so that I can demonstrate my adolescent writing skill which never seems to improve (exactly like your bro who never stops you loving), baby this is what my life is I love my life as I love you. I felt living life for the one who loves is as great as feeding your baby, because when your mum feeds you she feels every bit of your teeth still she smiles looks at you as if she is happy. She does all this because she loves her kid, for her he/she is the world. Love is as pure as mineral water, there is nothing more pure not even rain water. Well enough of writing honey time to sleep now, but always remember we can be mother for each other.

". If you still can’t smile at least smile for Rajni!!! I m signing off honey love you lots… Lots and lots and lots and lots and lots...

LOVE YOU AMMU… MUAH..
With Love Sinchu…